Today I was reading Carrisa's blog, I believe for the first time. I never really got into the whole blogging world, but I realize now more than ever how much I was missing. As I read every entry she wrote spanning back the last couple years, I realized that Carrisa was a lot deeper than I ever knew. She went through a lot of struggles that I never got to talk to her about. I regret that now, but I know there's no point in looking backward.
I know I'm not one to reveal my feelings too readily. I say what I think, but I don't always say what I feel. I wait for others to ask me because I don't want to unload myself on people who aren't really interested. But maybe people just don't always know what to ask, and maybe that's why blogs are a good way to just let people into your life a little more.
This is something I had been meaning to start anyways, as I've felt for awhile now that I need some kind of non-school related hobby. So I hope I can stay more connected to the people I love this way. I'm so thankful Carrisa left those words behind for me to read, and for us to remember. It's time to move forward now.
